Why am i always being persecuted because I believe in Communism?

I even as a very young child had a strong belief in Communism. People always try to tell me I am not informed about what Communism is. I feel the people should work for the betterment of the state. Money is not really an incentive for me. I am willing to Develop new ideas, fight wars for leaders as long as I have basic needs met. if my country is willing to educate me, place me in jobs, let me work 80 to 100 hours a week, provide housing and food , and provide transportation necessary for me to be productive I am extremely happy. I obviously am a perfect fit for a Communist country as my incentives are more of a match of one. If leaders like Mahmoud Ahmadinejad , Fidel Castro, Kim Jong IL, Bashar ad, Qaddafi,Hugo Chavez,Vladimir Putin. Omar Al- bashir, Alexander Lukashenko.To me these leaders are heroes and if they were to provide me with citizenship, education, ability for military service, residence,food, clothing, and whatever basic needs I have. I will build nuclear weapons for you, I will develop new weapon types that would make nuclear weapons obsolete as I already have a few ideas in that area. I would Volunteer to fight for Russia, Iran, Turkey, France, Syria, Cuba, Venezuela, China, Libya, North Korea simply because I like their ideals and uniforms, The USA and her allies would have to pay me 1000000000000USD for me to fight for them. I dont want to fight for capitalism and Israel's puppets.