Think im suffering from bipolar disorder?

i think i am suffering from bipolar disorder. i am not sure though. tonight was a wake up call when i was crying hysterically and felt like i do everything wrong over a hair blower incident with my mom. this went on for a couple of hours, i wanted to kill myself but then 5 min later i stopped and everything was fine again. i dont think it is normal for a 24 yr old to be screaming and acting out. some days i am fine though, i feel like everything is great and then within hours i get very annoyed and upset over nothing